another update.

dunno how long this will, but hers an update.

01. he said, "i love you" even before we started dating. he said, "we've got something good and i never want to lose you." she said, "you never will, i promise."

02.please don't let this turn into something it's not. i can only give you everything i've got, i can't be as sorry as you think i should, but i still love you more than anybody else could.

03.i believe that two people are connected at the heart and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live. there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.

04.love is living your own life, but sharing it. it's forgiveness. it's making a billion mistakes and turning them into learning experiences. love is patience, optimism, and sometimes it's a kiss when there's nothign left to say.

05.i'm just saying you can't know who the person is; the person who will become your ultimate confidant, your soulmate, your lover. he may be the guy you've had your eye on for years, or he might be the guy next to you in torn jeans buying some parts for his motorcycle. whoever he is, he starts off as a stranger- so he could be anyone.

06.you tell yourself that you're doing the right thing by saying goodbye, but you also think that maybe he's the right guy. don't worry- say goodbye, walk away and if you find yourself turning back for one last look; don't. turn around and run back into his arms, because he is the one.
[spreadlovexo]

07.i want to climb into bed with you and have you hold me throughout the entire night. i want both of us to be completely naked, no makeup to hide imperfections. i want to feel the intensity and the warmth of your breath on the back of my neck without a cotton barrier. i want to feel every jolt of nervousness and doubt as you trace your fingertips over my body. i want to feel every curve and angle underneath your skin as you press your body up against me. i want to be trapped in your embrace. i want to be suffocated with the scent of you surrounding me, the roughness of your hands as you trace lines over my own skin, taking pieces of me away and giving me mismatched pieces of yourself to treasure and hoard for eternity. i want to close my eyes and feel nothing, think of nothing but you and the way i fit perfectly in your arms, how we surely must have been created from the same mold. i want your body wrapped around me so tightly that i can only just catch my breath. i want my skin to tingle with your movements as you fidget in your sleep, excited simply by the prospect of feeling your hands on me. i want you to bury your face into my neck, my hair and tell me that you adore me. i want you to whisper words of devotion into my ears as i drift off into sleep, and i want you to continue for hours after my breathing has deepened and my body has relaxd. i want to wake up in the morning and squeeze my eyes shut, lying as silently still as possible so as not to wake you, just to prolong that precious moment. i want to belong and share and know what it is to love and be again without awkwardness or doubt or anxiety.

08.the initial feelings associated with love were almost like an ocean wave in their intensity, acting as the magnetic force that drew two people together. it was possible to be washed away in the emotion, but the wave wouldn't lat forever. it couldn't- nor was it meant to be- but if two people were right for each other, a truer kind of love could last forever in its wake. in the end, it's worked out because we both want it to. as long as you two have that- you'll be able to make it through everything.

09.you consume me. you are the reason for my smile and the reason why i am so happy. the reason why i keep going and the reason why i now know what it is to be in love.

10.once you've found that passion, that heat, that intensity with that one guy- don't ever let it go. once you've lost it, you'll never get it back. don't give up for stupid reasons. wait it out, and don't ever let yourself think that you don't deserve what you want.

11.she has a bigger, better heart than any other girl you've ever known. she's had a front row seat to the mess that is your life and still sticks around, and genuinely likes you. she sees something worthwhile in you, something that makes her hang on. even though you've given her nothing, she's still here. but someday she won't be- so give her a reason to stay.

12.because we argue. it's what we do. you tell me when i'm being a bitch, and i tell you when you're acting like an ass. but it's okay, because i need you and i want you- all of you. and no argument will ever change that.

13.i find that in your arms, i feel safe. i feel that in your mind, i feel wanted. i find that in your eyes, i feel me. i find that in your heart, i feel love.

14.it was cold. your hands were shaking, and i stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as i said, "let's pretend winter isn't here." as you buried your head in my shoulder you said, "let's pretend the snow isn't the only thing falling fast."

15.i want you, desperately, because life isn't even tolerable without you. i need you because you are, and always were, the best part of my life. i love you for reasons it would take hours to tell you.
[storm warning; nora roberts]

16.she talks too loud. she says things that she should keep to herself. she's slow and silly. she can be very thickheaded and rude. she wants too much. she stays hidden behind a fake smile. she cries at night to sad songs on the radio. she runs away from the truth. she doesn't want to do anything but lay in his arms forever.

17.if i could have three wishes, i wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon or the riches and this life. but for twenty five hours a day, eight days a week and thirteen months a year to spend more time with you.

18.you are always here with me, at least in my heart, and it is impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part of me. i do not know who i would have become had you never come back to me that day, but i have no doubt i would have lived and died with regrets that thankfully i'll never know.
[the notebook; nicholas sparks]

19.you are the answer to every prayer i've offered. you are a song, a dream, a whisper, and i don't know how i could have lived without you for as long as i have. i love you, more than you can imagine. i always have, and i always will.
[the notebook; nicholas sparks]

20.i would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and i promise to do all i can to make sure it does. but if we never meet again, and this is truly goodbye, i know we will see each other again in another life. we will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we've had before.
[the notebook; nicholas sparks]

21.i want a boy who will tell me when i'm being stupid. who won't baby me with his words. a boy who will still give time to his friends. a boy who will tell me no. he would watch stupid movies with me but make me watch his favorites too. a boy who's willing to drop everything for me, but knows when to let it be. a boy who knows he's important to me, but won't mind when i change my plans to help someone. a boy who won't mind my country urges, but will laugh at me when i pretend to be gangsta. i want a boy who's enjoyable to look at, he doesn't have to be gorgeous, i just want someone i can pay attention to. a boy who can make jokes about me, a boy who i can laugh with, someone who won't mind when i embarrass myself. a boy who will buy me something i'll actually use, none of that jewelry crap. a boy who has other girl friends, but i can trust him with them. a boy who will know when to leave me alone when i have stupid fits. i don't want the fairytale deal, i just want to feel comfortable.

22.once you hold his hand, there's no letting go. once you say yes, there's no saying no. once he walks into your life, he never walks away. once you fall into his arms, you'll always want to stay. once you walk into his heart, there's no turning back. once you really love him, you never have to act. and once you fall in love, there's no turning back.

23.the feeling you give me in my stomach and the smile across my face is all the proof you need to know that i'm head over heels for you.

24.he's the only guy to look past what others think about me. to not care what i'm labeled. to look deeper than designer clothes, make up and perfectly done hair. if you're going to mess with that, i'm not going to sit back and let you. i'll put up a fight for him- he's the best thing that has ever happened to me.

25.my hands were freezing and your hands were in your pockets. i shoved mine in with yours just to feel your thumb caress my skin. nothing else, just the light touch. nothing else, just a little love

26. want a boy i can't get enough of. he would read my favorite books and watch my favorite movies just to talk about them with me. he would get me so mad i can't even think and then kiss me out of no where. he would laugh at all my jokes, no matter how stupid they are and pretend to like my friends even though we both know they're the biggest losers ever. he would hold me when i cry and he'd know when i say i'm cold, i really just want him to hold me. he would hold open doors for strangers and would never miss a chance to hold my hand. he would give me hugs and tell me jokes that aren't really funny but make me laugh anyway and he wouldn't put up with my bullshit. he'd teach me how to play sports and watch Grey's Anatomy with me. he'd watch movies with me that we both know by heart and we'd recite every line. he would tell me i'm beautiful, but not too often and surprise me with notes in my locker or twenty five cent rings. he would walk with me outside even when it's cold and know what to say to make me feel better. he would help me study when i have a test and never make me cry on purpose. he wouldn't mind when i talk during movies or interrupt his stories. he'd become friends with my family and have dinner with us. he wouldn't be embarrassed to kiss me or tell me he loves me, ever and he would let me buy him stuff when i feel like it and listen to music i like even if he thinks it sucks and he would share his music with me. he would have snowball fights with me in the winter and water balloon fights in the summer. he would go to the beach with me and when i'm tired he'd let me fall asleep in his arms. he would always know how to make me smile and he would sing to me. he would call me just to say hi or tell me he was thinking of me. he would tell me his secrets and let me tell him mine. he would be my best friend and he would never, ever break my heart.

27.i'm going to marry you someday. so make sure you plan your life accordingly

28.when you're sleeping, you're left in your most vulnerable state. i've never been able to let anyone see me like that, until you. sleeping next to you, i feel so safe, so protected. i feel comfortable with you seeing me vulnerable because i know you wouldn't hurt me- even if you have the perfect opportunity to do so.<33333333

29.at some point, you've got to man up and jump. you've got to quit being scared of the 'maybes' and 'what-ifs' and just freaking jump. quit cheating yourself out of the best thing that could ever happen to you, quit cheating him out of what he's wanted for so long and just fall. fall hard, fall long and fall forever.

30.if you love someone, you would be willing to give up everything for them. but if they loved you back, they'd never ask you to.

31.tell me i'm not making a mistake. tell me you're worth the wait. that you're always going to be here. make me believe that i'm making the right decision by still holding on. show me that you're going to be around to catch me when i fall.

32.a soul mate is someone who has locks that fit our keys and keys to fit our locks. when we feel safe enough to open our locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are. we can be loved for who we are and not who we're pretending to be. each unveils the best part of the other. no matter what else goes wrong around us, with that person, we're safe in our own paradise. our soul mate is someone who shares our deepest longing, our sense of direction. when we're two balloons and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person. our soul mate is the one who makes life come to life.

33.i love you. i am who i am because of you. you are every reason, every hope and every dream i've ever had. and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. i will always be yours.

34.but then there's that one person. you let them in and you trust them and you think maybe, just maybe, everything you've gone through is worth it. because you found someone on this messed up planet who knows you, and loves you for who you are.

35.and now, it was more than love. it was the way her heart fluttered every time he came into sight. the way her knees go so weak whenever he leaned in to kiss her good night. or maybe it was the way he held her so close to him, and showed her what true love meant. but maybe, just maybe, it was the way he held her hand with no intention of ever letting go<333

36.i might not be making much sense right now, but that's the way i see it. i find myself in you. i know that's some totally cliché line, but it's really the only thing i can think of right now to explain this. out there, in the world, i'm lost. but with you, everything is clearer.

37.i want someone who i know will stay with me when times get tough. someone to hug and kiss me when i've had enough. when i get tired of hearing the same stuff everyday, someone to tell me, "baby, it's gonna be okay."

38.i don't like being this weak, feeling this vulnerable, crying tears that don't need to be shed, letting you have complete and utter control over me. but i just can't help it- i'm in love with you.

39.she's so glad to be with him. he's the only person she wants to be with. he means so much to her. she loves his stupid jokes, how he can change her entire day just by giving her a hug. the way he can always make her laugh, and how he's by her side through everything that goes wrong.

40.you saw the best of me when i made mistakes. you loved me when i didn't know how to let you in. you never gave up on me, even when i was running out the door. you're the only one who ever cared.

41."you're my world," he said to her as she cried on his shoulder one night. and it was then that she knew that he was unforgettable, and it was impossible for them to be just friends.

42."you're just another face in the crowd," he said to her. “you’re just another jerk up the street," she said back. they both thought twice, because as they walked away, he said, "another face in the crowd that happens to take my breath away." and she said, "another jerk up the street who i'd die to live next to."

43.you're a jerk, an asshole and immature. you don't make sense and sometimes i just want to strangle you. but on top of that, i just want to let you know that you're my everything<3

44.honestly, if you find someone who can make you feel like you're the best goddamn thing in the universe just by calling you beautiful then stick with them. they're a rare breed.

45.every girl needs that guy who she can wrap her arm around. the one who will kiss her on the forehead when she's sleeping. the one to wipe away her tears and tell her she's beautiful. the guy who just doesn't compare to anyone else

46.a three word statement does not justify the importance that you have in my life. instead of saying i love you, i want you to know that no statement in english, or any other language, could possibly capture the very essence of how much i truly treasure your existence.

47.i dare you to love me. i dare you to care. i dare you for once to see the love that's really there.

48.don't worry, he'll miss you. you're the best he could get and he blew it. don't let him make you think for one second that it was your fault- it's not. he screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. you gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep and protect it, but he couldn't. and honestly, he's not mature enough. he's not smart enough. if he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could. but he didn't, and now he's gone. but don't you cry. don't call him telling him you miss him. don't instant message him. don't text him. don't comment him. don't talk to him in the hallways. just pretend you don't care, and don't be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake. and if you want to go, go with him again. but make him work for you. don't be his doormat. don't let him in the first time he rings the bell. make him come back every day until you trust him enough. if he doesn't come back after a couple of tries, just let him go. but if he comes back every day, then he's worth it. trust me. he's worth it.

49.i want you to be the one i can run to. the one who lets me fall apart in their arms, see me at my worst and tell me i'm best. love me forever and don't think twice about stopping.

50.it's hard to tell yourself that you aren't in love when the only tinme you smile is when you think about the one who broke your heart.

all done for today (: enjoy.

killing timeeee

second day of spring break, its not even 9 i should be sleeeeeping!

ughh, anyways an update since im up.

one.I made the mistake of choosing
not to be with you, & now i have to
live with the fact that you moved on,
and that I broke my own heart.

two. Always remember that the pain of holding on
is greater than the pain of letting go.

three.A lie can travel halfway around the world,
while the truth is still putting on its shoes.

four.When I'm with him, one thing's for sure.
The rest of the things around me just blurs.
©UTEQTS

five.How many times am I going to
let him apologize before
I realize that he isn't worth it?

six.And even Shakespeare
couldn't describe how she
felt every time their eyes met.

seven.After all this time, you'd think I wouldn't
feel the same, but time doesn't stand for
anything because my feelings for you
haven't changed one bit.

eight.Some people never get over
their first loves. Instead, they
spend their whole lives trying
to recapture the thrill.

nine.Sometimes I still can't believe that
you were mine, even for a little while.

ten.Go ahead & break my heart;
It’s useless without you anyway.

eleven.Like a scratched CD,
her heart skipped a beat.

twelve. Sometimes just holding hands
is holding on to everything.

thirteen.When you care about someone,
you give them the chance to hurt you.

fourteen.She is no longer a person in his life;
instead, she is a person
that other people will remind him of.

fifteen.Something in me surged again, and I should've told him to go to hell, but I didn't want to give him anything. Not one single hint that he could still make me feel things. Even hate.

sixteen.It still amazes me that I lie here in the dark, wishing you were next to me, with your head against my heart. If you ask me how I'm doing, I'll say just fine. If you could read my mind, you'd see that not a day goes by without my thinking of you.

seventeen.Everyone says love hurts, when actually, love doesn't hurt; love didn't leave you for some other girl. Love didn't cheat on you, nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once and starting blaming the asshole who treated you like shit and gave you up.

eighteen.Whoever said it was impossible to miss something you never had obviously never almost had you.

nineteen.I still remember when thirty was old. My biggest fear was September, when he had to go. A few cards and letters, one long distance phone call, and we drifted away like leaves in the fall. Still, year after year I come back to this place, just to remember the taste of strawberry wine and seventeen.  <333

twenty.I see something in you, something nobody else sees. I see yellow and blue, the sunshine and the sea. When I think of love, I think of you. 

twenty one. Think about the plans we made, driving around while the radio played. They may have gotten delayed, but they're waiting for you. Think about the look in my eyes, saying I love you the very first time. Focused, not blind, and you said it too. I still believe in you. 

twenty two.
You never get used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's been accepted, someone points it out to you and it just hits you all over again.

twenty three.You have no idea what it's like to be an hour away from the only thing that makes you want to wake up in the morning.<33

^thats gonna be me at the end of the summer...

twenty four.she pressed a hand to her heart. it was beating fast and wasn't it wonderful? this was what it was like to be in love, to be wanted. she held the feeling close, closing her eyes, savoring it.

twenty five.love isn't just about a perfect fit or perfect timing or the perfect way to say i love you. it's about making the times that seem completely imperfect, absolutely amazing. even when it's hard to smile, even when it hurts, some how it all becomes bearable just because you have each other. that, my friends is love.

twenty six.just so you know, you made my day when you memorized my favorite song and sang it to me when i was feeling down.

twenty seven.the sweetest moment was when he put his hands on my face and said, "god, i could just kiss you forever."

twenty eight.your hands linked with mine. your lips upon mine. your arms around me. our hearts beating together. i think that we're meant to be.

twenty nine.when you smiled, you had my undivided attention. when you laughed, you had me laugh with you. when you cried, you had my urge to hold you. when you said that you loved me, you had my heart forever.

thirty.you have something so many guys don't. you have a girl who is standing in front of you telling you that wherever she goes, you're always on her mind. and in her heart, she finds that without you, she just wouldn't be nearly as happy. and that life just wouldn't compare to how it is now. not many guys have that.

thirty one.and in the end, love has nothing to do with how big your engagement ring is, or how many roses you get on valentine's day or even how many times he says i love you in a day. all it really comes down to is that he listens to you about your dream wedding and he buys you roses "just because" and even if he only does say it a few times, when he says i love you that you can tell in his eyes that he means forever.

thirty two.the best feeling is listening to his heartbeat and knowing that it's beating for you.

thirty three.there is nowhere else i could imagine wanting to be besides here in this car, with this boy, on this road, listening to this song. if he breaks my heart, no matter what the hell he puts me through, i can say it was worth it, just because of right now. out the window is a blur, and maybe if we drive fast enough, the universe will lose track of us and forget to stick us somewhere else.

thirty four.in a relationship, i only want three things: eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie and a love that won't die.

thirty five.i think that if two people are meant to be together, when they see each other they get this incredible feeling like no other. a special feeling that is indescribable and they know they want and are supposed to spend the rest of their life with that person and you just know. that's love. that's true love.

thirty six.his smile is beautiful, his laugh is contagious. when she looks at him, his smile warms her heart and his laugh heats her soul.

thirty seven.i want the kind of love where you are with him all the time. where you have pillow fights, or throw balloons at each other. when he'll give me ice cream and then shove it in my face. where he wants to know exactly what was said everytime i talk to another boy, because he "just wants to make sure nothing's going on" where he'll walk beside me. but mainly, just where he'll love me.

thirty eight. i'm just a small town girl looking for a small town boy to spend friday nights with in the wal-mart parking lot. who will drink coca cola from a mcdonald's cup with me and watch fireflies on the front porch late at night. who will love me with cut off jeans and a baseball cap.

thirty nine.i'm not going anywhere even if you tell me you don't want me anymore, because when you're going to let go, i'm going to keep holding on until you realize that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me and i'm never going to let anything this amazing out of my sight.

fourty.she doesn't have to bother with the make up anymore, she doesn't care how messy her hair looks. she doesn't feel the need to wear the highest heels that make her feet ache and scream, she doesn't always criticize her body. she doesn't need the materialism, she doesn't care about the backstabbing bitches and high school drama. she only cares about him, the one boy who makes everyday worth living. the one boy who can make her feel beautiful with one smile. the one boy who has her heart. the one boy she will never let go.
[anotherfairytale]

fourty one.that girl has never stopped smiling since day one, and he's the reason for it. her friends never thought she could be this happy, not after what all those other idiots put her through. but they see the way those two look at each other, they see how happy he makes her. and for the first time in her life, that girl doesn't have to work so hard to smile and she doesn't have to fake it. he makes it so easy.
[anotherfairytale]

fourty two.come after me when i run away. call me back when i hang up on you. tell me i'm perfect when i'm mad at myself. and please don't let me slip away when i leave.

fourty three.i never thought three little words would be enough to explain just how i felt about somebody. in fact, i never thought it was possible for me to feel the way i do. it's so hard to explain in words, but i can sure as hell try. he makes me feel like the most important, most beautiful girl on planet earth. he makes me so incredibly happy to the point where i just can't stop smiling. he makes it practically impossible for me to cry, and when i'm in his arms- nothing bad can touch me and i feel so safe. now i know three little words, small as they are, sum up how i feel about him perfectly. i love him. more than anything and more than i ever thought i could.
[anotherfairytale]

fourty four.no, he doesn't always make me happy. there are times when i really just want to punch him in the face, get up and walk away because it seems so much easier. but that's not what true love is about. it's about learning to forgive him for his mistakes, not holding grudges and bringing up the past. it's about learning to love and admire him even more for all the small imperfections, because not one person on this earth is perfect. it's about discovering something new about each other everyday, and falling in love all over again every time you look into his eyes. it's about understanding and working through problems, not just giving up when something goes wrong. true love wasn't meant to be easy, but it's definitely worth it.
[anotherfairytale]

fourty five.he knew that he'd never have to say to me that he was sorry. his hand against my face, wiping away the tears, said it all.

fourty six.every moment hasn't been perfect, but still- when it's perfect, it feels like we're the only two people who have something real.

fourty seven.see- that's the problem with us. we're too much alike. we're both stubborn asses and always want to get our own way. we both hate to be wrong and love to be right, but that's the thing about love; no matter what happens, we always come back for each other one more time.

fourty eight.je t'aime pour toujours: i'll love you forever.

fourty nine. i worry where you are because i care about you. i laugh at the stupid little arguments we get into. and yeah it's true, i do get jealous when other girls look at you- but that's just because i never wanna lose you.

fifty. the minute he asked me if i could be happy with him, i knew i'd never find anyone better, anyone who would love me more.

fifty one. he's the only one for me. no matter how many miles away from me he is, he'll always be there for me. he has it all and i don't want anybody else, because there is nobody better than him and nobody can make me feel the way he does.

fifty two.when i'm with him, i'm home. i have a place to be and i'm the person i want to be. i remember pretty much everything about us, those memories are faded now- but i will never forget them.

fifty three.je t'aime, ti amo, te quiero, ik hou van jou, i love you. it doesn't matter how you say it. it matters how much you mean it.

fifty four.nothing in the world would mean a single thing unless you're here with me and i've shared it with you.

fifty five.no matter what, you always make me smile and laugh. don't ever think you are anything less than perfect, because you are so much more than that.

fifty six.i don't care what they say, as long as i'm your girl.

fifty seven.i'm not the kind of girl who falls in love easily. at least, not until he came along and changed everything.

fifty eight.i'm not the prettiest and i'm always told my best friends are hotter. i'm not the smartest and the nerd always gets a grade higher. but somehow, even when i've been put down so bad, you wrap me in your arms and make me perfectly okay.

fifty nine.i love how i can hug you and get the feeling of never wanting to let go. i love how you make me smile when i'm in the worst mood. i love how you're always there for me when i need someone to talk to and i love how you and me are just perfect.

sixty.girl: if something happened to me and i ended up in hospital for one week, how many times would you visit me?
boy: just once.
girl: oh... well, okay.
boy: because i'd never leave you.
^^^ awe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sixty one.the other boys just won't do, because boy, all i want is you. you light up my eyes, you're the star in my sky, we're the perfect two and i know it's true. because when i think of love? i think of you.

sixty two.love. what an amazing four letter word. but maybe love isn't like oh my god just look at him! maybe it's not when you're nervous and you can't speak and you start sweating and whatever you say or do seems awkward. maybe love is just being so comfortable with that person because even though your minds may not know it, your heart are having this conversation of their own and they know you're meant to be together.

sixty three.i knew you were something special right from the start. i knew by the way you suddenly stole my heart. everything i say is completely true, i want to spend forever and a liftetime with you.

sixty four.let's sneak out on a friday night and lay beneath the stars. just me and you together forever.

sixty five.you can come over, we can watch a scary movie, fall asleep together on my couch- because you are my everything, and all that i am is yours

sixty six.he's the type of guy who makes fun of me, and when i go to walk away, he pulls me back into his arms and says, "you know i love you baby."

sixty seven.and even though we've been together for a while, i'm still amazed that you're mine. i look at you and think to myself, wow that's my boyfriend- lookat him! he's so cute, so great, so perfect. i love him so much. when you're near me, i still get butterflies in my stomach and when you touch me, i get the biggest smile on my face. i'm so in love with you, and that love is never going to die.

sixty eight.we walked to the shore and dipped our feet in the frigid water. we were feezing, but we just wanted to be together. you held my hand and asked if everything was okay. i kissed your cheek and said, "baby, of course it is. everything's okay when i'm with you."

sixty nine.i want to get to a point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into, that all we need is a kiss- and suddenly we remember why we love each other.

seventy.i swear, you're the best thing that ever happened to me. not many boys have the ability to take my breath away, but you, you don't even have to try.

seventy one.love is when twelve people are calling your name and the only voice you really hear is his.

seventy two.we argue, we say things we don't mean. we're always fighting over the smallest things, but i still love you and you still love me.

seventy three.the world is gonna throw us a million reasons why it's not going to work out between us, but i'm armed with only one reason why it will- i love you.

seventy four.they were cold and she held onto him tightly, but not as tightly as she wanted to. he laughed and whispered in her ear, "you want to be holding me tighter, don't you? just do it." she did as he said and then told him, "but that just means i'll have to let go sooner." he shook his head and replied, "i won't make you go." that was what she had always dreamed of. being alone with him, not having to prove herself to anyone but him, and knowing that he would always accept her for who she was.

seventy five.how would you know if he really loves you? it's when you scream, he's calm. when you slap him, he kisses you. when you cry, he hugs you. when you tell him you hate him, he tells you he loves you.

seventy six.when i look at you, i see a lot of things- my best friend, my boyfriend, my secret holder, my tear stopper and my future.

seventy seven.everyday i see you, i fall in love with you all over again. you are my best friend, my world, my everything. you are the greatest boyfriend anyone could ever ask for, and i hope i can call you mine forever.

seventy eight.i'll go to sleep in your shirt, listen to only your voice, dreaming of only your face. and still want want more of you in the morning.

seventy nine.every girl dreams of being with a guy who calls her at three o'clock in the morning just to say, "hey babe, i just want to tell you i love you."

eighty.you say girls are confusing? nice try. girls are the easiest to understand. we want love. we want trust. we want everything most guys lack. we want someone to change for us. we want them to accept the fact that sometimes we forget to shave. we want someone who doesn't put drugs or alcohol before us. we want back rubs. we want you to give us flowers. we want you to hold our hand. we want you to be able to have sex with us for the beauty, not just because you want it. we all just want our own prince charming.

eighty one.hold my hand, brush my hair off my face, whisper in my ear, hug me when i'm cold, offer me your jacket. i don't care how you do it- please just show me that you care.

eighty two.she fell asleep with a smile on her face for the sixth night in a row. ten bucks says she was talking to that boy again.
[beastly_quotesx3]

eighty three.i can't explain the feeling i get when you look at me with those gorgeous eyes, or the feeling of going to sleep at night knowing someone loves me with all their heart. i'll never be able to explain the feeling i get when you tell me you love me or when you make me laugh. i'll never ever in a million years be able to explain how i felt when you kissed me and told me you never want to live without me.
[beastly_quotesx3]

eighty four.he misses you? good. he should. you're sexy, pretty, fun, outgoing and fun to be around. guys that haven't met you yet, miss you. but don't get back together with him, because somewhere out there, there is a guy searching really hard for you. he's the one who deserves someone as amazing as you, let him have you and no the asshole that left you.

eighty five.she thinks about you non stop and you're all she talks about. when she talks to you, she always has a goofy smile on her face and she truly looks happy. with one hung, you make her melt and you always leave her with butterflies. but at the same time, when she's upset it's usually because of you, but she refuses to see any bad in you. and no matter how many people try and tell her different, she believes you're perfect for her and worth every second of the wait. but she's too scared to tell you any of this because she doesn't want to screw anything up. but most of all, she doesn't want to end up hurt

eighty six.i want a notebook romance, a love like cory and topanga, a story like a walk to remember- and i want it all to be with you.

eighty seven.you consume me. you are the reason for my smile and the reason why i am so happy. the reason why i keep going and the reason why i now know what it is to be in love.
 

eighty eight.every girl needs a man. you know, the kind who will treat you right. the kind that has enough respect for you and is willing to change just to be with you. the kind who searches for you with all his heart and who can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. every girl needs a man who won't cheat on her because he knows she's got all that he wants and needs already. he would be willing to be your friend and your lover and won't mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night, maybe even sing you a good morning song and tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. this guy will be the kind who will do anything for you, even if it's to just go to the store just to buy you your favorite kind of ice cream. he would defend and fight for you and wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most. the kind who won't leave you lonely and wondering, the one who calls you even if he's out with his friends, just to tell you he loves you and misses you. the kind who isn't afraid to smile to his friends every time you're around and tell them, "she's the one." the kind who appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they're little. the ones who actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you're falling behind, and opens doors for you. every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers just because it's a wednesday. the kind of guy who notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. he would remind you that he loves you and that he's happy with you, just in case you forget. the kind who doesn't want hugs and kisses, but to actually love and be loved. you deserve a guy who will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you're down, tells you to be strong and to not cry- but when you do cry, he'll cry with you when times are hard. the kind who will go through thick and thin with and for you. the kind who just loves you for who you are.

eighty nine.because we argue. it's what we do. you tell me when i'm being a bitch, and i tell you when you're acting like an ass. but it's okay, because i need you and i want you- all of you. and no argument will ever change that.

ninety. i find that in your arms, i feel safe. i feel that in your mind, i feel wanted. i find that in your eyes, i feel me. i find that in your heart, i feel love.

update, cause my boyfriend is blaaah lol

01.I want to know exactly what makes you tick, I want to know your problems. I want to know what days you’re waking up on the wrong side of the bed; I want to know how many pillows you sleep with. I want to know why you sleep with a window open. I want to know if I’m ever needed, if I’m good enough to keep you warm at night time. I want to know if I even have a chance anymore. I want to know everything about you, whether it be fact or fiction. I want to know your past, your future, you’re in betweens. Your favorite colors, your phobias; everything

02.i try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say. i am afraid you don't want me to say anything, so i don't. but inside of me there are words waiting to come out and tell you how i feel ; like how i miss you. and how i love you despite my broken heart and how i need you in my life. and especially how much i want you. but those words may forever stay in my heart; locked inside. sometimes i wonder if there are words locked inside you too, but i'll never know

03.you're the first person that comes to my mind when i'm crying in my room. i want to dial your number so bad and desperately tell you how much you mean to me. because you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, only you make me feel loved and wanted in this cold hearted world. i just want you to tell me everything will be okay, even if it won't be

04.when she's silent, that's when you know somethings
wrong. because she's always the one to get in trouble
for talking to her friends and telling secrets about the
girl sitting across from her and screaming i love you
in the halls. so when she's not talking, theres a problem

05.We can't even look at each other.
I turn away from you because I don't want you to see the hurt
in my eyes and you turn away from me because
you don't want me to see that you still care. I know you do;
you have to. We never wanted to leave each other.
We just had to, we had to.

06.I miss him, and I hate that.
I hate not being able to not think about him.
I hate that I see his face in my head,
hear his words echoing everywhere I go,
and feel his absence so keenly when he's gone.
Why can't I just let him go?

07.He doesn't even need a reason to break my heart anymore.
There is no other girl, there is no big fight to blame it on.
There is no sense in any of it.
He does it because he can.
(c) xStillCaringx

08.Woke up with a heartbeat in my head,
so I reached for the bottle by the bed.
I saw your side was not slept in.
.. Cold sheets again.

09.And maybe we'll come back to each other,
but if we do, it'll be because we want too.
Not because we need to fill in the cracks of heartbreak.
(c) xStillCaringx

10.It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.
I’m standing here but all I want is to be over there.
How did I let myself believe miracles could happen?
Because now I have to pretend that I don’t really care.
**High Schooool musical! AMAZING.

11.She's gonna make it
And he never will.
He's at the foot of the mountain
And she's over that hill
He’s sinkin’ at sea
And her sails are filled
She's gonna make it
And he never will.

12.just because i don't say it, doesn't mean i don't think it,
just because you say it, doesn't mean you really mean it,
and just because you don't speak how you feel, doesn't mean I can't tell.

13.time is supposed to make things better,
but in love it doesn't.

14.I don't know why I'm so upset about it.
Maybe it's because you were the one thing I
wanted to hold on to, but the second you did
something wrong, I pushed you away because
I thought you didn't want me anymore. That
wasn't true then, but now it is.
(c) xStillCaringx

15.Suddenly, I knew what I had to do.
Love isn't about little words. Love is about grand gestures.
Love is about airplanes, pulling banners over stadiums,
proposals on jumbo-trons, giant words in sky, writing.
Love is about going that extra mile, even if it hurts,
letting it all hang out there. Love is about finding
courage inside of you that you didn't even know was there.

16.I wish I could know what you think
about when you're so quiet.

17.When I see you together, my heart breaks.
And it's not because I hate her or because she doesn't deserve you.
It's because I've always told you that you deserve the best,
and now I'm afraid that you've found it.

18.I wish that I could buy you all the flowers in the world
and say I'm sorry, oh, a half a million times.
I wish I could erase the fact that I am not a perfect girl.
It sounds like such a capital idea.

19.And she finally stopped looking,
she knew he was her everything

20.Turn those headlights off,
and let's not make a sound.
Whisper in my ear how much
you want me around. And if you
wanted to tell me how much you
would miss me when I am gone,
now would be the right time.

<333

gonna lay down, talk to bob before he goes to bed.

today is our three month, i know its not a long time, but for me it is lol. and hopefully when we look back on this day, we'll remember it, cause i want to be with him forever.<3

update before hair appointment. loove<3

1.I know you've been hurt before, I know many promises to you have been broken and I know you're tired from all of this just let me be your resting place no hurt, no promises just plain you and me.

2.They say no man is worth your tears. Boy were they wrong. You cry tears of happiness, sorrow and hope. The man that truly loves you will be the one whos there to wipe them away when they are shed.

3.Do you ever wish you could just freeze one second and put it into a box, and like jump into it and stay there forever. I do right now. In fact, I do every time I'm with you.

4.Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because that's in possible. But I can say I love you because I you are you

5.After all these months, all this time, so much has happened; the talks, the phone calls, the laughs and the feelings. If I were to look back on them, I would have never believed that that person was once me. I wouldn't recognize that girl because she's so different from me, but I guess changing and moving on is growing up. I'm growing up and finding out what kind of person I want to be for the rest of my life, and maybe in the future, there are more changes to come. But as for right now, this is who I'm proud to be.

6.So there's this boy. We argue a lot. He makes fun of me, laughs at me, laughs with me. He hugs me and he listens to me when I'm sad. He handles me when I'm mad. Sometimes he just gives me this look - the look - and it makes everything so much better.

7.It took a few weeks for me to comprehend, you're more than just another passing trend and you make it feel so right. I'm not as shy; I can open up and share my life with you. You are the reason smiles exist at all.

8.Here's the honest truth: I showed you my sensitive side; It nearly killed me and now I spend day and night trying to squash it just so that nobody can ever hurt me the way you hurt me, and nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. It's not that I'm mad at you. It's just that I wished and hoped for too long and too hard that you could be the one thing I could truly count on.

9.Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. You make me feel as if I'm not alone, yet I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me. Truth is, I love you and that in itself is scary enough.

10.I'm not gonna be like every other girl and put sad, "I miss you," quotes in my profile because I'm stronger than that, and I won't trash talk you to my friends either because you were my best, and I'm not going to put winky faces in my away messages that have no meaning just so you'll be jealous, and yeah, it'll be a while before I'm completely over you, but when the day comes that you don't cross my mind and I finally do forget you for good, please don't remember me.
-xStillCaringx.

11.Against all odds, whether you believe it or not, he did love me. I can tell by the way he looked at me, and the way he never let anything bad happen to me. Against all odds, whether I like it or not, I still love him with everything. And I can tell he knows by the way I still look at him, and the way I still run to him for everything. And against all odds, I know he doesn't mind.
-xStillCaringx.

12.It took me by complete surprise when my heart got lost inside your eyes. You weren't at all what I was looking for; You were everything and so much more.

13.She thinks I'm crazy, judging by the faces that she's making. And I think she's pretty, but pretty's just part of the things she does that amaze me. And she calls me sweetheart. I love it when she wakes me when it's still dark. And she watches the sun, but she's the only one I have my eyes on.

14.Girl: I love you more than anything else in the world.
Boy: I don't even know what else is in the world. All I know is you're there, and that's all that matters.

15.Laying there with your arms around me, I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me, I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go, to just stay wrapped in your arms forever, where nothing else matters but you and me.

16.If you walk out on me right now, you'll be walking out on someone who's willing to give up their whole life just to make you happy. I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me, because no one has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, if you would just let me.

17.I love you, I really do. Not because you're gorgeous, or funny, or prince charming, or perfect, or whatever all those other girls imagine. I love you because you get me, you know me and you somehow still manage to be around me. You've never left me and you make me feel like I'm the only person in the world.

18.I like the way my body feels when its with yours.

19.I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.
-The Notebook.

20.Do you realize what you are to me? What you're always going to be? You are the love of my life; everyone else will always be second best. There will never be another you.
-Roswell.

I love my boyfriend<3

looooooooove!

i love being in love lol.

1.Isn't it funny how you can still get butterflies in your stomach, even though you have known the person for years.<3

2.If that's what it takes, I'll do it everyday now.
Still, for your smile, I'd run another mile.
Barefoot and bruised, and laughing all the while.

3.I'm not gonna be like every other girl and put sad,
I miss you, quotes in my profile because I'm stronger than that.
And I won't trash talk you to my friends either because
you were my best. And I'm not going to put winky faces in
my away messages that have no meaning just so you'll be jealous.
And yeah, it'll be a while before I'm completely over you.
But when the day comes that you don't cross my mind,
and I finally do forget you for good, please don't remember me.

(c) xStillCaringx

4.I think we're doing just fine.
This night couldn't have come at a better time.
You need me right now, I'm starting to think I need you too.
The darkness of this room makes me feel closer to you.

5.You are young, but so am I.
This is wrong, but who am I to judge?
I feel like heaven when we touch.
I guess for me, this is enough.

6.And after that night, I don't think I can
ever forget how you made me feel and how
hours later, I still have the butterflies
from when you held my hand.

7.I'll make you smile for the simple fact, I'm good at it.
I'll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it.

8.I like simple songs with pretty words.
And I tried poetry, but it just isn't no good.
The pages get lost, besides I'd rather sing to you.
I love living life with you by my side.
You're a smart kid with a beautiful smile.
And oh god, those technicolor eyes.

9.Why does tonight have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
And we'll skip the goodbyes.
If I had it my way, I'd turn the car
around and runaway, just you and I.

10.And he asked,
"What's your favorite color?"
And she said, "Beautiful."
He asked, "What color is that?"
She said, "Stand in front of a mirror,
and look at your eyes."

11.Ever since that monday night,
you've been locked in my heart tight.
You captured every bit left of me.
Now I catch myself thinking of you all the time.
And with every second that goes by,
oh, how I wish, I wish you were mine.
(c) lovestruckkquotes.

12.These are the moments I know
that heaven must exist.
These are the moments i know
that all I need is this.

13.It's like a breath before the dive.
It's like the truth after a lie.

14.I cry for you and everything that we were.
I wish we hadn't broke what could've lasted forever,
but when you're this young, you're stupid.
And we were stupid to think this could've lasted forever.
(c) xStillCaringx

15.I'm not sure which is worse,
being oblivious to the fact we're headed for a train wreck
of heartbreak, or knowing how close it is,
and still trying to make it work. Still trying to be your everything.
(c) xStillCaringx

16.But we understand each other,
and we care about each other,
and I believe that years from now...
we still will.

17.Honestly, I don't care what anyone says.
You're the one I want, and it doesn't
matter what they have to say.

18.Sometimes you meet someone,
and before you know their name,
before you know where they're from,
you know that sometime in the future,
this person is going to mean something to you.

19.Oh, how you laughed at my complete lack of grace.
But I could not recall a more perfect fall.
When I looked up into your eyes, it didn't hurt at all.

20.Then she found him,
or maybe he found her.
His words were gentle and
she has never heard them before.

okayyy, i thought this was going to be longer, but im exhausted and my body is like achy lol so im going to lay down and wait till i have to wake up bob. (: